Invisable again

Invisable again

Never seen by a soul

Lost in my world

How do I get out?

No care or attention

Not valued at all

Just 4 walls and children

No escape for me.

If I ask I’m nagging

If I am quiet, I’m not me

If I do nothing, I’m exhauste

If I do all I’m wrong

Is there any way out?

Do you care at all?

Can  you just help slightly?

Can you see me at all?

Can’t  you hold my hand?

Can’t  I have a hug?

Have you forgotten me now?

I think you have.

I need to be strong

To rise above this

Someone give me the strength

Can’t  you see that I do love you?

Please notice me now

Please give me a break

Please open your eyes

and see me again.

 

 

 

Elergy to you

 

Day 3

 

Good things come in small packages

you always said to me

like a precious stone

in a small box

i look at myself

this small girl who saw

her small grandmother

wise words from someone who knew

her smallness was her shell

inside she was a giant

the head of the house

the best cook of all

the one with treats in the pantry

the largest smile that stretched miles

the infectious laugh

that lit up the room

from a tiny acorn grows a giant oak

she reminded me when I was down

you’re not so small

you are tall

you are your own giant

now I smile

still small in height

and remind myself

that inside this package

was a very good person. Me.