The wrong word typed

The wrong thing said

The wrong button touched

I got it wrong by mistake

No matter how much

How many times

An apology is given

There is this sinking feeling

Lead in my boots

Heart lost its beat

Sadness arrising

The joy disappeared

The happiness gone

The smile lost

All for a misunderstanding.

sadness fills my soul

Sadness fills my soul

my heart is heavier than lead

my head is hung

I can only look down

the floor is grey like my skin

darkness is all around me

the bounce in my voice has left

the smile on my face has gone

I cannot find the light

I cannot find the happiness

I know the change is coming

I just don’t know what to do

to make things change

to make things better

sadness stays in my soul